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[19 Jul 2004|12:15am] |
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I saw Modest Mouse tonight. Absolutely amazing...
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[29 May 2004|10:49am] |
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I LOST MY WALLET! IF ANYONE FINDS IT... MY CELL NUMBER IS 404-408-5979.
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[17 Apr 2004|08:06pm] |
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I HAVE A NEPHEW AS OF YESTERDAY (4-16-04)!!
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[04 Jan 2004|05:39pm] |
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Thanx jenn for being there for me...
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[14 Dec 2003|02:19am] |
So... I dunno. I feel really angry and really sad. For no particular reason mind you. Infact, its many things combined. I want someone to ask me whats wrong at this very second so I could vent everything. I have been feeling very alone lately. Thats nothing new but its just weird b/c I can be with a group of people and still feel that way. Things just seem to be going nowhere for me. My grades are terrible, I feel terrible in general, and my relationships with people are not so good.
The highlight of my day was studying with jess. I really did have a good time and I finally feel like i'm understanding chemistry. I just had a fun time in general. Ice skating was kinda fun too so... But yea, I'm in a room alone with friends in another room. Not so fun.
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[08 Dec 2003|05:43pm] |
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I GOT A NEW CELLULAR DEVICE!!! MY NUMBER IS 404-408-5979.learn it, remember it, love it.
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[24 Oct 2003|07:45pm] |
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Be that someone to save me.
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[02 Oct 2003|03:33pm] |
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I wish I hadn't made so many mistakes in the past, so many stupid decisions. I always wish I was someone different...maybe I'd have it a little easier. I wish it was a little easier for me to find someone, to be accepted. I wish I was a little less self- concious. I wish I could be happy with myself. I wish I wasn't so selfish. I wish I didn't care what others thought of me. I wish I was a better friend. I wish I didn't feel inferior.
On a side note, I had a great time with Jennifer today. I really didn't mind Jennifer, I enjoy being there for you so don't feel guilty.
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[04 Aug 2003|08:00am] |
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someone once said to me "no risk, no gain"... i guess he's right.
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[27 Jul 2003|11:37pm] |
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OK... so I was just reading past journal entries that I wrote a while back. Things have changed so much since the beginning of my sophomore year. I've changed. Friendships have changed. People have changed. It's just kinda surreal to read past entries and wonder what I was thinking. I think at this moment I'm the most secure that have been in a long while. I've made good memories. I've changed so much since the beginning of this summer as well. I'm still the same but different... if that makes sense. Being in LA does something to me. Everytime I come back home having learned something new. LA will always be home and I'm gonna miss it. I'm gonna miss my sisters and all of their advice..i just look up to them so much. I'm gonna miss all my family. All of the Brocks. It always hurts before I leave. Its a bitter sweet feeling.
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[27 Jul 2003|08:12pm] |
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Jennifer, Holly, Danielle, Marissa... I'll be home soon. I miss you guys like crazy. Brittany.. I dunno what I'm gonna do without you. Love you guys.
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[01 Jul 2003|10:35pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTANY!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!
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[30 Jun 2003|08:32pm] |
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TOMORROW IS JENNIFER TODD'S BIRTHDAY!!!! WOO HOO!!
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[01 Jun 2003|06:33pm] |
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I'm feel so empty. so restless. so lonely. theres really no point in me writing this, i've already informed everyone of this. no matter how much i talk about it, its still there. where is he? can't live like this much longer. can't do this anymore. sure, everyone is lonely at one time or another... but its been my entire life. and people keep telling me that i have the rest of my life to look forward to, but who knows how long thats gonna be... no one knows. i don't wanna go on like this. its unbearable.
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[30 May 2003|02:38pm] |
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I'm getting my hair cut soon...
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[25 May 2003|10:50am] |
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How did I know this was gonna happen? I just knew that there would be something wrong and this was gonna happen. It seems to happen every time so I don't know why I expected anything different this time. Its ok though and I really don't care anymore. I give up trying to do things. I don't even think I want to anymore.
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[17 May 2003|07:48am] |
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I have a feeling I'm not gonna be doing anything today...
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[05 May 2003|04:45pm] |
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I need someone...
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[04 May 2003|11:04am] |
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Listening to Billy Holiday, thinking about life, missing close friends.
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[23 Mar 2003|05:14pm] |
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I miss talking to my sisters...
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